Angst

I have this deep seated need that I cannot give voice to. Angst in my soul. A restlessness that makes my soul writhe. A need so deep every cell is warring with the cell beside it trying to find solace; Seeking the very thing, emotion, corner of my body that will satisfy.

Seeking. Needing. Feeling. Hungry. Angsty.

I breathe you in and my mind alights with passion. All synapses firing. Body pulsating. Heart thrumming. Blood coursing. Electricity trickles through every nerve in my skin. Eyes dance with the sight of you. My mind and body are independent of any sense and I feel free to feel you near me. My soul grows out to you… I feel my soul reaching, needing, wanting every piece of you. The fingertips of my soul giggle in delight as they feel you reciprocate the energy. And then I relax. Everything is right.

Awake. Alive. Full. Satisfied.

You are my sustenance.

The recoil. The put it all away now. The time to leave. The angst flares back up. I feel the immediate need to connect again but then I feel so full from what we have just shared. I feel connected although we are meters or miles apart. The fingers of your soul are weaved between mine and we are unified. Stretched far and wide, we are one. Our souls know what they need. ❤

The Repressed Peach

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